This Is The Story Of A Girl!

I realized something about myself…

I probably should have noticed this a long time ago but i didnt. Im scared. not scared of the dark, or hights or anything like that. Im scared of failing. I realized that there are things i want to do but i end up thinking its not worth it because I might fail.

like taking to test to get into running start. I am freaked out to take that test. I have no motivation to study or even take the test for that matter. What if I fail? what if im not good enough?? I have never been a good test taker and im scared I will not get in. 

I want to go to clark and get as close to and A.A as i can, then go to Concordia university to get my bachelors degree in early childhood education and become a kindergarten teacher; but sometimes I feel like i shouldnt even try it because I might fail.

I know i should be thinking “what if i dont fail??” but the feeling of “what if I do fail??” over powers me and i dont feel like doing anything.

I thought i got over the fear of failing a long time ago but I guess it came back. Time to spend some time with God and give all this to him. Gods got the map and im stuck in the maze! #LetGoandLetGod

tayloralisonswiftlyrics:

they’re finally doing a taylor song on glee hallelujah

I have waited so long for this moment!!